6dp5dt and possibly going insane lol

I know so many people do not test early… but I am one of those people who needs to know. I would rather find out myself than have bad news told to me on the day of my beta. And if I’m having another chemical, testing early is helpful because I’d like to know that too since I’ve had so many and it changes my protocol. So this morning, I had a squinter on a wondfo, but a BFN on FRER- both FMU. I’m out of FRERs but I tested again this evening (no hold) with wondfo again and there’s definite progression. Natalist is positive too. Do you think these are all false positives or the FRER just didn’t pick anything up? Has this happened to anyone? I’m cautiously optimistic. Early loss is ALWAYS on my mind for sure because of my history, just wondering if anyone’s ever experienced something similar.