I think I made the wrong decision ARMY!

I enlisted in the military a month ago. This has always been a dream of mine since I was young. Honestly I don’t know what I was thinking.. I haven’t been physically active at all since I was in high school and that’s about 10 years ago so yes it’s been about 10 years since I have been physically active!

My ship date is literally in a month exactly!

I CANT do a single push up.

I have been doing wall and knee push ups almost daily. And I still can’t do NOT ONE real push up. I am 100% weak, and I’m scared and worried out of my life to go to basic training and not being able to do anything. I don’t want to go and fail and then get sent back home. 😭 I want this so bad but I have come into realization that I’m not for for this.

Is there any advice ??? Should I talk to my recruiter about quitting ? I’m so scared and worried and I’m so sad 😞 embarrassed of myself