Feel like crying I feel happy he is trying but I don’t know what to do

My husband and I were fighting for a long time about me being unsatisfied he works alot and gets very tired today he finally went down after like maybe twice a year he doesn’t have that much experience with it it was starting to feel good but then he just put it in fast I told me I need him to take his time. I wish I could be satisfied like other women I wish he knew how to eat me out and spit on it and take his time before putting it in. I told him that if he fucks me to fast I won’t have enough time to start getting horny sometimes I cum but don’t feel like I felt enough pleasure I don’t know if something is wrong with me I cry 😢 about this even Dow I’m happy at least he finally went down on me because he had a very long time without putting effort I wish we could fix this I’m depressed and feel like an incomplete women. He wasn’t touching my clit right and I told him not like that 😢 so depressing worst thing that a married women could go through not being able to be satisfied and having to use a good clit sucker after sex just to finish satisfying me.