Tw abortion talk

Up until tonight I was sure I was keeping my baby. Now I’m double guessing myself if this is the right thing to do. My husband wanted me to get an abortion because I’ve had extremely bad mental health lately and I had just begun to get better on meds.as soon as I found out I was pregnant I had to stop taking them. No adoption isn’t an option. Im doubting myself because im looking at myself and already hating my body and how I look. As well as im a full time mother im a full time student and I also work from home full time. I already have no time im struggling to get my school work done on time and already have no time for my 2 kids . I just don’t know what to do. Im so afraid of my mental health . Of what it means to bring another child into this world. Any advice ? I’d never thought I’d give abortion a thought. But tonight I can’t even sleep. I just feel like maybe my husband was right 😭