CD2 when I was supposed to be due soon

Elizabeth

I am on CD2 and I was really hoping for a bfp. We were supposed to be having our third the beginning of April, due date was the 7th. I really thought I was ok with this finally, but the closer I get to the date the more I think about it and the more I hurt. And my body just keeps failing me left and right. I am going to be using Progesterone again this coming cycle, so we will see what happens. I just feel so lost.