Frustrated with TTC #2

I know many of you mommas are out there are still TTC #1 and I truly mean no offense to you by posting this. I was you at a point and i am very very humbled that i was finally blessed with my rainbow. But I just need to vent because I'm so frustrated and sad and don't know who else to talk to.

So husband and I started TTC for #2 and here I am again struggling to get or stay pregnant. My cycles are whacky again. I'm currently on CD51; Feeling like my period is never going to show up. I'm just getting all those emotions back from when we were TTC #1. I forgot how nerve wrecking and heart breaking it is. I just want to cry.

Thought I was pregnant but nope. Stupid indents getting my hopes up. I hate that this is the life for so many women. The constant disappointment and riding the emotional roller-coaster of infertility, whether it be first or secondary infertility. It all fucking sucks.

Sending warm hugs to all those struggling. All your feelings and situations are valid 💕