Pregnancy roulette?!

Hey y’all ..

So I’m dying to start trying for baby #2. Not so much trying, but to stop preventing and let it just happen organically when it’s going to happen. My partner stated he is not ready to start trying.

I typically have a cycle of 24-26 days which is on the shorter side still within normal range. I tend to ovulate days 10-12. I was experiencing some ovulation signs starting cd8 and cd9. Twinge in ovary area, ewcm.

CD8 was my birthday and my birthday wish (jokingly) was for him to stop pulling out. Well he did … on that day. CD8. No real warning, no real conversation. Just did it. Birthday wish granted. As you can imagine I was ecstatic.

Next night and “fun time” rolls around and he’s back to pulling out. I ask him “oh so we’re back to that again” and he said last night was an experiment to see if it only took one time to get pregnant… cue 😢

I’m not in a rush to get pregnant, but our son took six months (which i know in the grand scheme of things it’s not a long time) but I would hate to wait a year to then struggle to conceive.

I’m just talking because I can’t really talk to anyone about it because I don’t want to get all hyped and excited but I am excited and like the type of person who struggles with the two week wait!

So I’m just venting. Comments welcome from anyone who feels like commenting