Bf is a nightmare after moving in together

My boyfriend and I just got our first apartment together. I’m excited but he has been the complete opposite. He hasn’t said one positive things about moving in together, he’s made the process a living nightmare by CONSTANTLY complaining about everything wrong, and honestly it’s making me extremely depressed.

I know it’s sad to move away from home but he’s been treating me like completely garbage in the name of being upset. I don’t think it’s an excuse either. I’ve tried to be patient with him but he has started taking out his frustrations on my and belittling me, yelling at me, and disrespecting me every single day. I’m basically his emotional punching bag.

I feel so inferior in this relationship because of the way he’s been acting. I don’t deserve it but now I am REALLY stuck.

It really makes it worse because I just got out of the hospital due to an emergency mental health crisis. I am already at the edge. I’m already depressed myself. I’m already struggling to wake up every day. And yet I am STILL trying to be happy and positive and make this experience better.

I’m not really looking for advice. Maybe just some words of support. I don’t even know. I’m at a loss. I feel like I can’t even speak to him anymore because he’s going to say something rude or yell and I can’t do it.