Tired and angry

I just yelled at my husband. I'm not proud but I'm exhausted. We also try to fair fight and I was mean and called him a jerk and selfish. He told me to use my head. I told him the same.

I'm so pissed right now. I absolutely hate being this angry. I'm just so tired of the same shit everyday and I can't do it all.

Weve had a busy weekend in which I've done everything of a birthdayfor our child and another child. We were supposed to return the party room key and we forgot. We were also late to the party because of my husband and had to leave the party early because of my husband because he scheduled a baseball draft for the wrong time. So we get home and I get the kids fed and to bed alone. Then I remembered the key. So instead of h going he told me he refused to leave at any point and walked away. The issue was after I drove in the pouring rain to get home the door was open to the garage and the cats ran away. He heard the door open (cats open it) and he didn't go check on them. So I called him to do a head count of the cats so I'm not in the dark and rain looking by myself. He took his time and brought the laptop outside....

Like the cats were inside the house...

I'm exhausted and do fucking everything around here and I can't ask him a favor for anything. So I lost my temper and I'm mad at myself for that and for not finding a way for him to stop being selfish all the time.