Do you ever feel like a burden

Every time I don’t do something right or whenever my husband ask it’s my fault. He wants to trade his bike I guess I never heard him tell me to put the title in the safe so I couldn’t find it. But it was on the computer desk where he sits daily so he comes out and says you don’t listen and that I cause all his problems because I don’t do what he says when he says it… like dude I have to keep the 2 young ones alive so I may not of heard you I’m sorry. I can’t win it’s never it’s okay babe we’ll find it or yeah maybe I’m the one the misplaced it. But no it’s my fault…. I wish I could disappear I hate asking for things because it’s always a yes but then it’s a I do everything for you when we get into a argument