Have to do unmedicated labor

Cheyanne • Boy 3 💙girl 1💜expecting #3 march 2020

Looks like I'm having blood platelet issues so epidural will not be an option. I'm freaking out, I can't do this again. My last baby was unmedicated and it was the most excruciating thing I have ever gone through. I truly don't think I can do it again I remember the pain, I remember everything. Please help how do I get through this again?