Does this mean what I think it means

Madison

1 chemical and 2 miscarriages then I had my rainbow baby trying now for 9 months had a Chemical miscarriage couple months ago took one didn’t expect anything this month pink one took 5 days till my monthly took the other one this morning it’s faint but it’s positive do y’all lady’s think I am? I’m going to test again Sunday to see if it’s darker