Lover meaning

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Can anyone relate? My husband doesn’t have sex with me regularly. We have sex about three times a month. Sometimes two and last month only once. He is not a bad person, but he claims he’s not very interested because of low testosterone. He is been taking T shots and cialis for over two years. Still not change. I feel depressed, unwanted, ugly and sad. I have talk to him about it to the point that I not longer feel connected and asked him for a divorce. He’s been going to counseling but still no change. I went a few times with him and the counselor told me he was going to give me permission to rape my husband. He also mentioned us that he would gladly put me on bumble to start seeing other people and called me babe…

That’s when I stopped going. I’m desperate to the point that I have lost respect for my husband and I curse at him all the time.