IRRITATED TO THE MAX

The most frustrating thing is when you spend all this time doing OPKs and when the actual time comes your husband falls asleep. I'm so freaking irritated right now. I'm tired of trying and it seems like when the time comes something always hinders it. I'm literally in the mental to where I'm ready to give up. I've been trying to BD and the only time is happened was after 12a on 04/21. Tried to last night because I got the positive yesterday afternoon and boom he's sleep. It's like he doesn't freaking understand my situation. I'm not normal so it's harder and he already has kids.

I'M SO I'VE THIS SHIT LIKE FRFR