I need a opinion… (clomid 50mg round one)
So my husband and I have been on the ttc journey for awhile now. We’ve been through tests, I have done a HSG test. This has been my first month taking clomid 50mg. I’m expecting AF in 7 Days! Tomorrow I go to the Doctors. Recently, my husband has been really snappy at me. He has a low sex drive. I have a high sex drive. Whenever I try to BD with him, it’s usually very hard for me to get him in the mood. He says I want too much.
(Im 24, He’s 31) we’ve been married for 6 months. Known him for 10 years. Together for 2 years. (Background info, he had a MC with his Ex wife. I’ve never been pregnant)
He is really interested in BD, only when HE wants it. I broke down the other night and told him that the doctor wants us to BD every other day at least, since I don’t know if or when I have ovulation. My tests show I don’t on my own. This is our first month on clomid. I told him this is a lot on my body and along with I don’t wanna miss my shot. A few days go by, and I was driving home with him in my car, and I was trying to make a joke saying “This song makes me Turned on” I started laughing after he right away switch the song to the next one. I didn’t care because it was a joke but then he turned my music off completely. He then took that and ran with it. He started pouring out with everything at me. Every argument in our past, our TTC situation and how he thinks I’m always wanting sex from him. I was trying to tell him it’s not like that, I just love him a lot and really want a baby with him. Then screamed at me and told me to stop talking and let him talk. After that all I could think of in my head is, you could be screaming at your Pregnant wife right now. But, I let him keep talking. I have my own thoughts and always want to share with him but he makes me feel annoying whenever I say anything. Apparently I’m annoying and too clingy. He told me to fuck off when I started crying. He says I’m always crying over stupid shit. I just don’t know what to do at this point. He slept on the couch last night. I hate not waking up next to him. So I went to go give him a hug on the couch. He rolls over and says “ ohhhh nowwww you wanna give me a hug.” Then I stopped and went back into our room. At this point, I’m devastated. I love him and want a family so badly with him. He just never understands me. Tomorrows my doctors appointment and I get to find out if clomid round one worked or not. Do I even continue with my round two?! Im torn. It took us so long to get here to be able to try clomid. Im so emotional right now it’s ridiculous. My boobs are sore and back hurts. I think AF should be here soon. But anyways, if you e read this far, I very much appreciate you. Would love comments…
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