Hi all. I guess I just really need some reassurance and to know I’m not alone in this.

My husband and I have had two miscarriages within six months of each other. I am now pregnant again and have made it further than the last two. I am 7+3 and have my first ultrasound tomorrow. While I am most certainly thrilled, especially after two prior losses, I am feeling extremely overwhelmed and anxious. Slightly terrified. Not at the possibility of losing this one too, but rather at the thought of what comes when baby is actually here with us. I’m worried about my ability of being a good mom. I’m worried about everything changing so much once baby is here. I’m a little worried about labor as I don’t really know what to expect. I just worry I’m not strong enough for this, even though it’s something I do want. I don’t know if it’s the pregnancy hormones making me even more anxious than normal or what, but I feel like I just needed to vent here and maybe get some stories of women who have went through the same thing and to see if this is normal?