I just had a massive mental breakdown. I have been struggling with my body image for a long time. Since I had my first child it has taken me a lot to accept my new body. Now I am 9 weeks pregnant with baby number 2....when I had my 1st son I weighed 218 (I had gained 35-40 lbs) my pre-pregnancy weight to baby #2 unfortunately was only back down to 185/190 lbs. I just weighed myself because I am appalled at how I am looking at only 9 weeks. I gained 13 lbs already. Please tell me if this is normal or how I can lose some.