Am I being emotional?

I’m having a situation that I thought was me being childish and the mood swings from my new birth control.

My boyfriend streams. I was happy to support, when we started dating, he openly announced I was his girlfriend with my name and everything and of course I got butterflies. I was happy to be involved and was given a connection to himself. That was the middle of last year.

He started his stream again. Though it was different this time for when I wanted to support him. I joined his stream and happily greeted him in chat with “Hi baby” I thought it wasn’t bad because hey, he introduced me as his girlfriend after all. When he replied to say hello back, he used my ID name. I wasn’t bothered much until he messaged me in dms and said “is it okay if you don’t use baby names in the stream? Thanks. Just want it to be neutral”

I was a little confused, because…I just didn’t expect the 180.

I think the reason why I am just sobbing my eyes out because I did have an issue with his friends in the chat being a little sus and joking with him in chat. He just said that it was his friends and it really shouldn’t bother you but sorry if it does.

So it felt like being maybe he was embarrassed of me or that he just didn’t want to associate with me or keep his personal life separate from his stream life. He calls his friend by his name but just called me by my ID name….I don’t get it and the fact that I can’t sort my emotions is making me cry even more. If he wanted to keep it separate he shouldn’t have introduced me.

I don’t really want join his streams anymore because I know I will be emotional if I see his friends doing it and I’m just cut off from it.