Bf does not want our unborn child

My bf has been saying he will support me in whichever route i take on deciding to keep the baby or not but has been very adamantly adding that he isn’t ready, to “consider his feelings” and the most hurtful statement as of right now, “I just wanted to be sure you were the one i wanted to have a baby with”. It all feels surreal especially when he never cared to use protection with me. And he knew my outlook on being pro-choice and knowing that it’s not my choice to go through with an abortion personally way before this happened. My stomach gets massively knotted knowing that this isn’t what he wants but I always feel as though i can’t make this decision solely just because of him. I also have to consider my feelings. I’m scared and feeling alone and not sure what to do or how to move forward with him

Edit : i have told him maybe we should break up, and he’s stuck on “we should atleast try to keep our relationship for the baby if you decide to keep it” and it very much feels like…I’m not worth it otherwise