I'm sad and I need to vent!

I haven't really celebrated my birthday in several years. I suck at planning and hosting anything, and then just life.... You know?

In 2019 I had a newborn. In 2020 - you know what happened. In 2021 I was sick. And last weekend my daughter had a fever. And then the rest of her cold came. My husband is sick now too and I can feel it coming. I already did all the shopping for Saturday today, fully believing I would be okay. But right now? I just don't know. It looks like another year of shitty birthday to the collection.

I might officially just give up on my birthday 😏