so close to crying

i’m so uncomfortable. it hurts to lay down. it hurts to sit up. it hurts to bend it hurts to pee. my vag is so swollen. my stomach is so hard and huge. laying on my side makes my hips hurt. laying on my back makes my back hurts. oh let’s not forget the heartburn. and y’all mean to tell me it’s gone get worse? i’m 36.3 and i’m over this shit. haven’t been checked don’t even know if i’m dilated. next appt is friday and i PRAY TO GOD my doctor schedules my induction. he won’t induce until 39 weeks but when i go to the doctor i’ll be 37. so i really hope he don’t mind booking me an induction 2 weeks in advance. i just need something to look forward too. i’m so miserable and i’ve started throwing up for no reason at all. i don’t even feel sick i just vomit out of no where. is that even normal? on top of all that i move on the 1st of july and i haven’t packed a single thing and believe me i have a lot of shit to pack. i just can’t get around to doing anything. i feel so heavy and sluggish. when does nesting kick in???? don’t think it will for me. i’m about to cry typing this omg