I feel really alone in my pregnancy. This is baby #4 for me and I feel like I really screwed up my life… I left my husband and started seeing this guy and everything seemed perfect like he was the guy for me and I got pregnant but experienced a miscarriage and instead of protecting myself I keep slipping up and now I’m pregnant again and this kid is staying! But now this guy that seemed sooo perfect isn’t and he tries to be supportive but he lives a hour and a half away and he won’t move in and now he’s off today and tomorrow and he doesn’t think to come see me or spend anytime with me and I just feel really sad and lonely like I’m being punished for leaving my husband who was crazi controlling and trying to start over…. I didn’t want another baby but it’s here and I just have to deal but I never in a million years pictured my life like this….I just hope I have a light under all this rain because I’m soooo sick of crying over this situation…I’m normally really strong but I’ve never experienced anyone that doesn’t want to be with me all the time…this is just really hard…😒