from the ages 5-12 I had a continuous uti, I had to take medicine, use baby powder, use anti bacteria cream everything u could think of. It always hurt and itched, I don’t remember a lot about my child hood it has always been a big blur to me, out of the blue I remembered that at age 6 I told my mum I didn’t like it when my dad touched my bumb, my dad got really annoyed at me and I got told I was silly, and at age 10-12 I would always have these sex dreams that I would always try to stop but every time I woke up I felt like I’d just had sex it would be very sore and burnt within the hour, I’ve had a “off” feeling about ever being alone with my dad, I was discussing this with my sister and she told me she thought that him or his friends did something to me when I was younger (I would never believe my dad would do anything like that though) so I’ve been just fixated on this lately, and I was wondering what your thoughts are, I always thought that if it was trauma that I blocked out it would all hit if someone else asked if it happened, but it didn’t so I’ve just been very lost please note that I absolutely love and adore my dad and I hate to even think of something like this