Heartbroken 💔

I found out I was pregnant on the 21st and the first person I told after my Boyfriend was my best friend. She just had her twin girls 2 and a half weeks ago prematurely and that morning I took a test and I got my BFP so I msged her to tell her the good news and then she told me some amazing news that her girls were off the vents and were doing great breathing on their own so it was a double celebration and we cried and were so excited. Everything was looking up and then on June 23rd I woke up to the worst msg in the world? One of her twins had passed away 💔 I am so heartbroken, I’ve lost 2 sons and had 4 early miscarriages and just knowing the pain she’s going through is killing me. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. RIP sweet baby Stella 💔😭