My cycle was another strange one again this cycle. Last cycle was a chemical (which has become very normal for me). I thought I got my period on the 16th, but then a week later I spotted and decided to take a test and it was a light positive (pregmate dip). So I went to the store to get some frer and took one yesterday afternoon and it was a strong positive.

...of course I took another frer this morning and it wasn't as strong as yesterday's - so now I'm assuming this is another chemical...

I'm almost at the end of my road here. I want to have this experience again, but it is getting emotionally exhausting to go through positive tests almost every month.

(I have had all my blood levels done and I am healthy!)