35 wks 5 days panic

Y’all I just realized I realistically have 3.5 weeks until baby 2 is here and I feel suddenly panic stricken. We had our baby shower, everyone there got covid, then my cousins wedding. Now I’m down for the day to recover from the wedding. I’m paying for all the dancing but it was worth it. Hubby goes back to work tomorrow and the place is a cluttered mess which gives me anxiety. But here I am on all 4s, rocking on my birth ball. 😮‍💨 Trying to keep myself calm…

I need to make a list of what actually needs to get done I guess. Also more midwife and doula appointments…. 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 And Covid made my PUPPP rash worse so it’s spread and itches like a MF again. 😮‍💨😮‍💨 I feel like I need an assistant