I can't make myself pack a hospital bag 😂

I just realized I keep putting it off, because I want birth to happen when I'm ready and as long as it isn't packed I'm not ready 🙃

I'm so done being pregnant and I'm done with Braxton Hicks and hurting and my three year old asking me to do stuff I just physically can't at the moment and it's driving me nuts! But my due date isn't until August 3rd and I feel if I pack a hospital bag I'm just gonna be like "Okay, why isn't it happening now!" 😂

I just don't dare believe I could give birth at any point until I'm closer to my due date. I don't wanna get my hopes up.

But maybe I should pack because honestly, I'm not gonna want to do it with contractions 😂

Edit: I finally packed it today 😂