I just had a miscarriage in May and got pregnant the next cycle. I am now going through a missed miscarriage after being pregnant for about 8 weeks. Still no bleeding. I feel numb and depressed. I am a very optimistic person but I’m thinking maybe it’s time to give up on having another baby in my body. I gave birth to my amazing love of my life son 6 years ago and now I am remarried and we were trying for 2.5 years to have a child together

In the last 15 months I’ve had 2 chemical pregnancies and 2 miscarriages. First chemical was from <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. Others were natural. I just turned 45.

This miscarriage is the hardest because there was a fetal pole and heartbeat. Doctor didn’t tell me he had seen a heartbeat until last week when he told me there was nothing left in the gestational sac. How can a doctor be so cruel or at least unthoughtful??

I live in Hawaii where the medical care is very disappointing.

Thinking of adopting and that fills my heart with hope but doesn’t take away this pain.