Complain to me

I’m feeling so alone in my misery. Every day feels 2 days long. 11 days till due date with baby 2. The dreams are awful. Last night I had a dream/nightmare about a baby shower with couples having sex everywhere, my house had a totally different layout and my mom thought it best to move all my furniture around, and at the very end when everyone was gone she gave me a gender reveal piñata filled with pink stuff even though baby’s is a boy…

I had my PUPPP rash under control but it’s flared up something serious and itches like a SOB. Yesterday I had irregular contractions for hours, then extreme exhaustion, and a 5am watery discharge that woke me up. Today just my normal BH. 😑 I’m suddenly starving all the time too. I had to eat at 5am before my body would let me go back to sleep. Can’t be as productive as I want and I feel like I’ve set the bar pretty low. My belly button hurts from my and being stretched apart.

I was definitely more patient with my last pregnancy. Although I wasn’t as miserable as I am this time..

I’m just ready. 😣😩