College

I just graduated high school and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. Im going to Morgantown wv, to attend WVU. I am going to find out what I want to do, and take some classes while I’m still undecided. My mom just applied for a loan, it was a lot of money, and asked me if I’m very sure about going to college here, because she wouldn’t allow me to drop out because that’s too much money wasted. I told her I was sure and I really wanted to go, but now I’m not sure. What if I get up there and hate it and need to come home. What if I fail? I hate this overthinking thing that I do because I know I’ll probably love it, but I just can’t get past the money thing. I’m so scared:( does anyone have any advice or tips for this? I don’t know what to call what I’m feeling , but I’m kind of having a panic attack right now