in need of advise!!

so, i have played soccer all my life and i wouldn’t say i’m good enough to get into a college team or into an academy but i don’t want to give soccer up since it’s been part of my life for sooo long. I’m injured right now anyways so i can’t train hard and academy try outs are in December and i just need someone to tell me what to do because i really don’t want to give soccer up but if i’m injured and have school and work how can i make it work, soccer is my life but i don’t dedicate myself to the level i need because if i did i wouldn’t be stressing about this. I don’t know what to do.