I’m devastated! After losing my son and daughter do to preterm labor and lac of care from the doctors, 3 years later I finally get pregnant again. My fiancé and I were so happy but that only lasted almost 2 weeks because I’m pretty sure I miscarried at 5 weeks. Mentally I do not have the strength to ever trust my body to do what it was designed to do. If I were to find someone I trusted to have a baby for me with my eggs and his sperm, where do I start?? Does anybody have any information? I am desperate at this point.