Post partum body.

I had a baby last month and as time goes on, I dislike my body more and more, but at the same time I feel like I’m not allowed too.

I was extremely thin before I got pregnant. I gained 35 pounds pregnant, but have lost 15 pounds since giving birth.

My stomach still seems to be shrinking but it’s never been soft not even when I was big fat and pregnant. Now it’s soft, I have new stretch marks on my boobs and butt. I know I’m not fat but I feel like I am since I’m so soft all over now.

I’m breastfeeding and feel like a slave to feeding and pumping but we both naturally took well to it. I love my baby so much. I do not know how I feel about me lately.

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