I’m due in 6 weeks with my first baby boy and have so much anxiety! I had a growth scan at 32 weeks as he was measuring small but the midwives weren’t worried so haven’t had any more but he is still breech! I’ve always wanted a water birth so I will be gutted if I can’t have one due to him being breech but I’m also terrified of having to have a C-section😩 the thought of being awake while they cut me open makes me feel physically sick but then the thought of being put to sleep and someone else looking after my baby for me before I wake up makes me so sad!

I’m also so worried that I’m not going to love him as much as everyone says you do! What if he’s born and we just don’t have that bond! I keep having dreams that I’ve had him and forget to feed him or don’t bring enough milk on days out with me or forget to sterilise his bottles! I’m so worried about not being a good enough mum! I know I’m probably overthinking everything due to being nervous but I just need some reassurance that I’m not alone!