Little hope

My husband and I have been ttc for over 6 years. I’ve never had a positive. This year we’ve decided to start our ivf journey. We’re looking to do egg retrieval in the next two months or so….

My period was due yesterday. It’s been a very long time since I’ve tested the same week my period is due… I want to test but I’m scared to get that bfn as usual…

I’ve been praying super hard this month that we can just get that positive and I won’t have to go through the pain and emotions of ivf. Don’t want to give up on that hope and get that negative just yet