Struggling with depression

I'm struggling with depression, it's to the point I'm barely doing things around the house, I can't hold down a job. I'm isolated dont talk to family and im in the house most days , I haven't paid my rent yet for this month... im seriously thinking about trying to get ssi temporarily until I get on track with my mental heath, I never wanted to settle for that because I've always like to work and get my own money, i have a therapist and medications that I do not like to take.. I've read horror stories about my medication (seroquel)

Many side affects etc..