Last month I suffered an early miscarriage. I knew I was pregnant very early on (9 dpo) I started taking pregnancy tests to monitor line progression. The test was it’s darkest at 12 dpo then got lighter and lighter until the day of my expected period. I started light pick spotting which then turned into heavy bleeding with very bad cramps. Doctor confirmed it was a miscarriage. Well, we were told we didn’t have to wait to conceive so we didn’t. I am currently 5 days late which puts me at 5 weeks pregnant from my last period (miscarriage) with 3 very positive pregnancy tests. I went to the doctor yesterday got ultrasound and blood work. No gestational sac was present but the sonogram lady said that was normal and it’s just early. My hcg as of yesterday is 1,228. Because of recent losses, I’m so worried of another one. Any similar stories that needed with you holding your baby?