Single Mom Plans

My high school sweetheart is my boyfriend. He comes from an abusive family and has been Struggling for years and I’m pregnant now and just getting my life together and I just feel tired of his family drama, his difficulties finding a job, his weird lack of awareness sometimes.

He wasn’t great when I got pregnant and miscarried two years ago. He stressed me out terribly. And now I’ve done a lot to better my life and I’m trying to figure all this out because I have a human on the way but I don’t even feel like I can tell him about this pregnancy right now.

He calls me bxtchin moanin and complainin a lot lately and is apparently really trying to find work but he’s reliant on his family and could be homeless if they give him the boot and is even talking about going to a shelter to get help finding a job and a place.

Obviously I can’t be with him if he lives in a shelter because I don’t want the exposure, I’m pregnant. Public housing is a health risk.

I grow weary of him framing himself as a victim even when he really has been victimized and idk it’s like my compassion is dying when it comes to

Him.

I adore him but I’m sitting here pretty much planning on being a single momma and I don’t even feel a lot when I think of it. I feel… blegh.