I have a condition called tmau that makes me smell terrible even though my hygiene is no different than the average persons. I live a very isolated life, and I am very depressed and suicidal because of it. I can’t smell myself, and nobody ever tells me I smell, they just make disrespectful and ruthless comments about it. This started happening since I was 24 ( I’m 25 now). Sometimes I feel like someone put a curse on me. No amount of therapy has been helpful. People treat me like I don’t matter, and it hurts so badly. I really really wish this would go way. Doctors can’t do anything bc this isn’t a treatable condition. I guess I just wanted to spread awareness and ask for prayers bc that’s all I can do. Thank you so much for reading my post. I’m really not okay.