Will this always be the case - if not how do I “fix” this?

I am 23, have had 14 sexual partners and none have ever been able to make me cum. For context, clitoral stimulation is the only thing that has worked personally and it seems maybe relevant to mention that I was sexually abused on and off my entire childhood. It doesn’t matter if someone is fingering me, eating me out, rubbing my clit or vaginally fucking me, I am unable to cum. I can make myself cum if masturbating, and I’ve cum in the presence of a partner doing that but even so that was only once and I’ve tried many times. It partly feels like at that point my genital region is just so over stimulated that I don’t derive any pleasure from clitoral stimulation. I’ve felt sexually disconnected from all of my partners and I’m tired of it. Even if I explain to them what I like and what works - no one has been able to make me cum and it’s not for lack of trying. Has anyone been in this exact position and been able to work their way out of it? I’ve tried all the basic stuff like being comfortable, communicating, and trying myself but nothing works. Thank you 🙏🏼