Attitude
My friend always gets an attitude with me and we recently went to smoke together and there was this guy , she made me uncomfortable bc let’s take note I don’t even like the guy , me him and her would be walking together he would be in the middle he would snatch him away and like basically they were trying to make me a third wheel , we were walking together all three of us he had her arm around her and they kissed and so I text my ride to pick them up because I was having ptsd I felt left out and rejected , so I left she ghost me for two days and then I text her first to talk about it it doesn’t go well , we went to smoke again with a different friend and she offers him to bring weed I said “idc if u ask him ,jus don’t be on no weird shit.” Bc she was jus being a pick me I hate feeling left out and rejected because I was getting flashbacks of a guy I had feelings for but S.A ‘d me… and then she gets mad at me for bringing it up and also she told me that a guy I put her onto , was talking about me etc etc ,I didn’t say anything about it because She was upset and she was saying he would compare her to me so this was before the smoking incident things have been off since , idk what to do , and then I ask for clarity on something she kinda gets smart with me she does it sometimes in person bc if u say something once and then u ask a follow up question she’ll think ur asking the same question then she’ll yell at you and say it with a tone I don’t know what to do i have a weird feeling she invites me to this party I’m like yea let’s go and she’s at her mom house I’m asking if the party is in the city ? And then she typed in capital letters I CANT GO IM WITH MY MOM, when I wasn’t even asking I was jus asking the address and where it’s at I jus felt like she was trying to get smart for no reason idk if I’m wrong I don’t think so I jus feel weird about it and she’s also flirted wit old guys I used to mess with I get anxious like she tells me who she messes with if it’s ok I give her the green light it’s like I get anxious she’ll like snake me out for a boy or she’s messing with one of the guys I’ve messed with and I also peel my ex kinda like typing like her it’s jus I’m so iffy and scared also her closest bestfriend doesn’t like me and never has which she doesn’t even know me I’m jus so uncomfortable , also a few months ago I stopped being friends with this girl bc she was flirting with my ex and also hanging out with a guy I was madly inlove with And she was the first person to tell me she had a bad feeling about the friend she was new and I was like oh ok and then her and that friend started getting close and she had told me she had stopped talking to her and etc she’s done and basically they became friends and I walk in on her talking to my ex bsf and the other ex bsf and I walk out idk I think imma call it a wrap she’s also admitted to holding little grudges on me I try not to on her but it’s like I don’t do anything bad to her whenever she starts talking to a new guy I block them I don’t speak to them , I literally cut ppl off quickly for her
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