Pregnancy talk

So my due date was yesterday and I had sex yesterday I even walked 8 blocks to go to the breakfast store and 8 blocks back and had sex I was having sex yesterday night and I was bleeding and then was spotting like I’m pissed off when I got there I wasn’t dilating at all and I’m pissed because I have to wait till 41 weeks to get induced and I’m irritated because no matter what I do nothing seems to help me

Dilate I been active my whole pregnancy walking around and taking long walks but nothing works people say do this and that and I did at this point it’s my child who is comfortable where she at I don’t believe in trying make yourself dilate unless the baby’s wants to come no matter how many times I have sex or walk or anything shit don’t work at all it’s frustrating cuss when I was in the hospital they told me they don’t do walk in induction and every one I know including my family got induced 39 weeks a week early before they due date meanwhile I’m pass my due date and still waiting to dilate I was having contractions every 5 minutes 😡😡😡I really wished I could rip her out my coochie I’m not showing no sign of dilating and it’s frustrating cuss this whole pregnancy been stressful asf for me to much emotional rollercoasters I just wanna hold my baby and it’s no anger towards her but she literally 7lbs already she already a chunky baby everywhere I go someone think I’m having a boy because of how big I’m carrying I’m carrying all baby this picture from 38 weeks and I’m currently 40 weeks I’m pretty sure I’m bigger than I was from that day on because everyone keeps saying I look huge even the nurses at my hospital and it’s all baby I’m carrying a big baby and she makes my back hurt so bad imagine carrying this much load she is literally head down 😩 I don’t know about y’all but I look ready and even the nurses told me I’m

Due any day but it’s really her being stubborn!…..it’s like receiving presents before Christmas that u can’t wait to unwrap and she making me suffer 😞🥺