Just need to vent

I’m 36+4 and I feel absolutely done. My toddler just got Hand Foot & Mouth and I’m in so much pain all the time. The house is a constant mess and I feel bad for asking my husband to help with anything because he works a lot and is constantly exhausted. We don’t have any family close and when I asked my mom if she was free to come help up for a few days next week (/she lives a few hours away) I was reminded that everything is a big stress case for her and her “help” would probably just end in me being more anxious. I just feel so lonely and at my wits end. Tonight my husband folded the laundry and tidied up but then it turned into this whole thing how he said he never feels like I feel

He’s doing enough. Before I could even talk to

Him he just totally shut down. I left the room and he just instantly fell asleep. It’s not been long over an hour and I can’t sleep because I’m so upset. I haven’t been asking him to do much because this is what happens. I just feel like no

Matter how I’m feeling he somehow makes it about him and how he’s so exhausted.

Anyways. Just needed to write this down somewhere 😢 hope everyone’s end of pregnancy is going better then this.