Lord I’m so over these damn pregnancy dreams..

I assume my boyfriend cheats and honestly I do not care💁🏼‍♀️ I tell him to do whatever the hell he wants and to do him, why? Because we aren’t married and after spending 4 years in a relationship with my ex, I refuse to let another guy have control over my emotions, mental and physical well being.. If you cheat, which I know you have that option 24/7, just know the same thing can be done to you.. But this isn’t a tic-for tac.

I just don’t trust him, as our whole relationship has been involving other females (messaging hoes on instagram, liking their pictures etc) I can’t force anyone to just have eyes for me- And I refuse to stress myself over it- So just do you🫠

I’m 9 months pregnant and due any second and I had a dream that he had messages in his phone between him and other females, since he wasn’t around me I called him (in my dream) and explained to him what I seen (idk how I went through his phone without him being around, but okay) and I was hysterical and as usual, he’s all nonchalant about it, but his brother was also in my dream and his brother is currently living with us due to being borderline homeless.

His brother and I ran into these females and he told the females he was going to hit me in my stomach for them and solve the issue.. Again I was crying in my dream, cause the betrayal and then the baby is targeted (bothers me more cause his family like his mom and dad haven’t done anything for the baby or me- I’m not just talking about materialistic things, I mean a “hey” a check in or anything.. I bought EVERYTHING for my unborn except the little ass $100 my “boyfriend” threw in for our baby)..

I woke up from it and of course I didn’t go through his phone, but Jesus hell.. This shit is bonkers.

These pregnancy dreams are so vivid..