I’ve been with my boyfriend since we were 15 years old , on and off until we turned 21 . We’ve been together for 2 years without breaking up . We broke up twice bc he cheated once when we were 18 and again at 19 .

Ever since I got pregnant he changed but once I had my baby and moved in with him he changed completely . He used to go out every weekend w his friends to drink and smoke . Our baby is 1 year old and a half and he barely ever leaves on the weekends, he comes back home from work to help me w our baby and wash dishes , he never expects me to cook or clean , he thanks me on the daily no matter what I do for him , he always rushes to open the door for me , before I even make a movement he makes sure everything is okay around me . He treats me so well which is why I’m so conflicted .

He watches porn , IG models , tik tok flashers . I’ve caught him so many times and every time I have a conversation w him about how much it bothers me ,he has seen me cry about this he’s apologized multiple times .I was putting our son down in his crib my boyfriend left to take a shower that it just so happened to take him 1 hour , by the time he came back our son was up from his nap . I just don’t understand why he couldn’t do it with me instead on being in the restroom for an hour touching himself to other women . This has happened many times , and every time after that he tries to touch me , I asked him why and he said “ because you’re mad “ . I just don’t feel like we have sex bc he’s attracted to me anymore .

My trust issues from him cheating in the past are still there + I’ve gained some weight so very naturally It bothers me a lot when I see he’s looking at something complete opposite of me .it’s affecting my confidence , my mood . I just don’t know it’s it’s a good enough reason to leave .