Feeling really depressed during my 4th pregnancy

Cassidy

So lately I've been feeling like my boyfriend isn't interested in me anymore our sex life is horrible and I feel like he has been cheating on me my gut never tells me wrong. I'm a good woman I am loyal I do what I'm supposed to do as a girlfriend I cook clean and make sure the kids are good. But sometimes I don't want to have sex and he gets upset sometimes but I am currently 17 weeks and 5 days high risk pregnancy and sometimes I bleed during sex. He will leave sometimes he doesn't come home until the morning and I don't know what to do at this point I love him but I can't keep feeling like this I'm supposed to be happy since this may be my last pregnancy.