Can't stand him anymore

Not sure anyone can help, but I can't talk to anyone in my personal life.

I've been with my husband for many years.

We recently had a baby and another on the way.

I recently hate him. I just don't see any of the good things I used to see.

I'd happily walk away in a second and never look back, but I grew up without a dad, and although he's a piece of whatever to me, he's great with her, and she loves him.

I remember always thinking about how people get divorced after having the kids and couldn't understand why. Now, I get it. I just feel like I hate him now.

I'm so unhappy with him, but I don't want to take my daughter away.

I guess I just live my life with a person I cannot stand?

Can anyone relate?