I just need to vent, I’m beyond stressed out and lost right now. All I do is cry and I know it’s mainly my fault because I’m not working and my bf is paying all the bills himself but we have got so behind and it’s really taking a toll. My school refund is taking forever to come and I really need it to help with the bills I feel like I’m being tortured to make matters worse I’m 33 weeks and I’m scared he’s going to come early my last baby 8 years ago came at 35 weeks. I’m so unprepared I feel like such a baby mom I’ve never struggled so much in my life and now I’m scared everything is going to hit at once. I have a interview Wednesday and I’m praying so hard I get the job it pays 22$ hr only problem is the start date is Nov 7 and I’m due Nov 4 which leaves me no time to recover. However I need the job bad. I’m so scared right now everything will fall apart and the. I’ll end up in labor I keep praying hoping for the best but I’m losing hope and faith. My life just really sucks right now 🥺