Anybody unexpectedly pregnancy I’d love to hear from you

I was done having kids I was on the mini pill until I was able to get my procedure to get my tubes taken out because three was enough for me three was more than enough to be honest I was already struggling as it was but things were starting to get better because my nine month old is more independent Plans were already being made for next year and things that we could all do as a family of five I just found out I’m pregnant and I am not happy at all I’d like to hear from other mothers in my situation and I’d like to know how you’re coping with your unexpected surprise that is also a blessing I know right now though I feel like I don’t know what I’m going to do I have been so deep in depression since finding out I was pregnant I can’t even see myself with four kids I don’t know what to do