Advice please

I have horrible depression. And it’s mostly because of my job. I hate it so much. I feel so stuck because I can’t find another job. I know eventually that I will but right now nothing is out there. I live with

My bf and I need to make money to help pay bills.

I just feel stuck in this awful cycle. I dread going to work. And I have anxiety when I leave work. Sunday nights make me want to cry because I know tomorrow morning I have to go to that awful place.

I feel like I’m losing my self.

My happiness.

Any advice ???